VALENTINE'S DAY

14 February 06

JRT took me out to lunch - bought me a nice Valentine's presents. box of Ferrero Rocher chocolates, a balloon (with I LOVE YOU markings) and a single rose.

We tried to avoid discussion on what happened yesterday - which was rather something we wanted to get over with.

When you've been together for 13 years - you would think there wouldn't be anymore romance associated with Valentine's day. - and I'm right.

I didn't give him anything - I just totally lost it. Just a kiss on the check!!

We walked around the shopping centre - and wished we were somewhere else.

Do I still love him? - Oh whatever love means!!

I have this ambivalent feeling.

I love him

I love him not

I love him

I love him not

I love him